8月31日，虎哥来了，嘎嘎嘎嘎！！最近最值得高兴的事了，呵呵。
8月30日，结束数学考研强化班，回想近半个月来，拖着一天比一天严重的感冒和咳嗽，每天只能安身地睡5-6个小时，但至少我还是一题不拉地努力把要点都记下来了。压力一点点地倾斜，我只想微笑面对。未来不把握，一切却自有安排。
“LIfe is a promis.Fullfill it.”早上六点过起来的时候，耳边总是如期传来GreenDay的《
Boulevard of Broken Dreams》：
“……my shadows the only one that walks beside me/my shallow hearts the only thing that's beating/sometimes i wish someone out there will find me/'till then i'll walk alone……”我跳动的心脏在告诉我什么，我知道世界可怕地变化而我没有变。
9月1日，大一的孩子们又睁大好奇的眼睛走入这个校园。想想自己这些年在挚友社，再忙再累，现在却觉得那是一种隐居一样的生活，把那些未来、理想什么的都暂时地放到报纸啊，九月风啊一类的事务中间，并没有真正去为自己未来想要做的事情而努力，只是喜欢和大家一起做事情的感觉。于是，今时今日，疲劳时，感慨时，会说：
“半生闲隐今终止，一步江湖无尽期。”（《
霹雳狂刀》玄真君），但却总会看到天兆，看到天空中那些移动的城堡，于是也会在困境中对自己说：
“明天，太阳还会为了我们而升起。”
虎哥，总会在重要的时刻不期而现，9月、10月，决心要突破自身瓶颈的两个月。很多事都是要随缘的，我只是每时每刻
take everthing from the inside.而现在如我一直所说的，点滴的积累尤为重要，
“凡天下大事，必作于细也。”
Don't know who to trust,
No surprise,
Everyone feels so far away from me,
Heavy throughts siftthrough dust,
and the lies.
Trying not to break,
linkin park
But i'm so tired of this deceit,
Every time i try to make myself,
Get back up on my feet,
All i ever think about is this,
All the tiring time between
and how,
Trying to put me trust in you,
Just takes so much out of me.
I take everthing from the inside,
Cause i swear for the last time,
I won't trust myself with you.
Tension is building inside,
Steadily,
everyone feels so far away from me,
Heavy thoughts forcing their way,
Out of me.
I won't trust myself with you,
I won't waste my myself on you,
Waste myself on you,
You.
——LikinPark《From The Inside》
